New Cycle, Fresh Hope!

As my boyfriend and I awoke, he rolled over and hugged me, kissed me on the forehead and said “I want our baby”. I sighed and followed with a smirk and said “I love you, and so do I, our day will come and I’m sorry. Sorry my body isn’t doing what it’s meant to do, I hate this”. He held me tighter as to reassure me it’s ok and kissed me again and said “I love you and I know”.

This morning marked the end of a 41 day long cycle, and here we are again about to get back into assisted fertility and the emotional roller coaster that awaits us. Doctors appointment Wednesday, I will have to wait until then to find out how he wants to tackle this cycle. I anxiously await my appointment …


  1. Anyone with fertility issues knows the feeling of hating their body for not doing what it’s “supposed” to do and feeling like a failure in the woman department. I feel that way all the time knowing my husband wants kids so badly, and I’m the reason that hasn’t happened yet. It sucks, good luck with your apt!

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